Back then i was ‘The Iron Lady’. I held that title proudly till i enter secondary school. after orientation week i found out that i was placed in to one of my new school elite class. AGAIN THE PREASURE IS ON… the first day in class, for the moment i set foot at my new class the first person i spotted was HIM. honestly speaking, i would have forgotten that he was still part of the class if it’s not for HER. so as tile flew by when ever HIM and HER had a cat fight, running around the class screaming like a baboon, i will be the middle man and separate them to prevent from the next door teacher from coming and give us the I’ll-deal-with-you-later look. back then i didn’t have any special feeling towards him…YET.
However, as time past by, I’ve realize that i was already 14. Me and HER end up in the same class but HE was moved to the second best class cause he flunk his History. But before Feb, SHE moved school cause HER dad office moved and it require them to move from their old place. so it was left of me and HIM. We were close enough before our friends starts creating stories of me and HIM. some say we are twins, couple in silence, match made in heaven and ton’s more speculation But it didn’t make me flip or anything at all cause it’s not true… Day by day we grew closer and closer we were the best… any work any task give it to us the result is always accede the teachers expectations we were the DINAMIC DUO of our school… we were inseparable when it comes to business. then one day he fall sick few of us were assign to look after HIM so gladly i did. then seeing HIM sound asleep so peaceful like a baby gosh i still remember his face till today i was love struct. but the brightness of days didn’t last long… he made me cry for the first time… it was heart breaking i thought i was special, i thought i was at the peak at the highest mountain but i was again wrong but i forgive him cause then i realize that i really love him. i really do…
it’s been 2 years since i met him for the first time he was still the same i was never been better… i was exited to meet him from the beginning of the year… i missed him dearly… it was a very important year for both of us and our friends who are at the same badge. but it was a special year for me and him as well. cause that very year, i will be confirm as a real RC Christian at the same church as he will be.on the same day, date, & time. but before that historical day many things happen painful and happy thing in one time. cause there was a time where his best friend spoke out bout the gossip bout me n him are together as in together. i was furious i blamed his BFF and in return he blamed me and face me off n say u dont have any right’s to do that to my friend… i was very furious start then i didn’t talk to him for a week. and on the same day as he scolded me which is Saturday, on the next Saturday he say sorry to me… hahaha i won the cold war. then i ask him a favour if he wanted to take a snap together in front of the grotto as a momento for the coming confirmation day and he say yes i was ready to accept his ‘NO’ answer but a YES well i was head over heel. but again the sunny day turn dimmed when i waited for 1 hour straight with out any food, drink, or rest at the grotto it was raining and the banch was soaking wet. i was never planning to ruin my $155 dress… hohoho… no way so i was sad, disappointed, angry and full of hatred. he is about to taste his own medds! he wont go un harmed… so i create a character with my new number and he was hit hard on his head. but i also got the impact. since then we resented each other…
it’s been a year since i haven’t spoken to him for fun… i spoke to him only when nessary the rest i’ll kept my lips seal and be a poker face. i really resented him…
but today, i decide to let go of things… this time i’ll let fate decide what will happen between me and him… all i know is i never got over him and that feeling is stronger then ever… i know i’m just 16 but i know what it feel to be in love. and this lucky guy was named BRENDON JORDAN PETER. all i know is i really love him…
Love,
Nyx.