MISS-COMUNICATION + Long Distance Relationship

MISS-COMMUNICATION

well ni hari kita cakap pasal miss-communication n long distance relationship...
baru2 ni aq observe kawan (a.k.a C) ber-calling ngan cinta hati (a.k.a K) dia... dia kat sini n c dia kat sana... dorang da lama couple da nak dekat 5 thn... jarak umur 2 tahun... baru2 ni C ada la beli num baru dgn niat nak contact c K yg nun jauh d sana tapi tanpa aq tau rupa2nya hubungan CnK ni apa kata orang puteh tu "on rocky ground" ah lebih kurang lar... semenjak B'DAY si K lagi... jadi sambung balik... Jadi c C ni pun call lar c K ni... awal convesation tu lancar jak... kali masuk klimax ada laplak komplikasi... so ni lar komplikasi dorang... MISS-COMMUNICATION... sorang nak cakap sorang lagi nak potong cakap.... sorang x habis cakap sorang lagi x nak dengar... dah tu tuduh2 ntah pa barang... dorang x communicate bebaik... K memanas sebab C sms kawan K... tapi C sms pun sbp nak tanya kabar K sbp K x angkat HP dia... tapi K salah faham dia ingat C nak ushah kawan dia pulak... then beberapa hari lalu plak C ada bwat spot-check kat FB K.. C nampak inbox K ttg sorang cewek yg ushah K.. apa lagi C pun ungkit lar kat K masa dia tgh ber calling ngan K... pastu C ungkit lagi sesuatu kat K yg aq rasa C pun malu nak ckp depan aq... Aq tak kisah lar klu C x nak bagi tau pun tu private life dia... aq x nak la enclose cerita 1 bahagian kat korang sebab ni berkaitan dengan org yg masih hidup ada nyawa ada hati ada maruah... tapi conclusion nya dorang ni banyak miss-communication... macam C cakap kat K klu 2-2 api hubungan long-distance mmg x leh jadi... so salah sorang tu perlu lar beralah... macam gak kwn se-FB, se-BLOG, se-KELAS aq cakap long distance relationship bleh menghindar dari terbentuknya entiti yg d gelar ZYGOTE.. ye tak?

ok lar aku ni celoteh memanjang aq sendiri pun da x tau apa yg aku tulis... muahahaha... lawak kan... ok la sya mau tido lu... slamat subuh... ^_^

OPPS... lupa lak ni nak tanya klu korang lar kan sepa perlu beralah? gentlemen or ladies?

regards,
Nyx

p/s: sori k klu ada budak sabah terbaca then bahasa sya ni ter ikut org semenanjung... sorry k... bukan hipokrit tapi mood kick in tu la pasal... hehehe... sorry k... ^_^

note for the day...

God made Eve from Adam's rib... close to the heart to be loved and close to the arms to be protected... therefore woman is to be loved and protected... and not to be beaten down n abused... think of it...

love story 1 end! love story 2 starting....

dear readers... here begins a story of me and my end... i have a complicated life... i liked some one who's kinda like used to be my BFF... no correction! i love him... lets call him J... so i've been keeping those feelings for 4 years... with in that 4 years many things happened... i hurt him, he hurt me, i tease him, he tease me, and etc. the way i liked him is as much as i rejected anyone who try to get close to me... i love him so much... however, recently a friend spilled the beans to me that he in turn liked another girl... you see i thought he liked a girl well lets name her X... cause the way he look at her, laugh at her jokes is pretty much indicates that he is totally 360degree in love at her or so i thought... but this friend of mine N, told me that he liked E... i swear i didnt saw it coming... but yeah he do... so now this will be the end of me loving him cause for some reason i'm not crying... i meant i should be but i'm not... so i'm ending this solo tango of mine today... yes i will always love him but as time goes by where in the future when i am with someone who see me as i am n love me for me n i love him too, then J will only be a bitter-sweet memories of mine when in my teenage life... but not more then that... today i will stop waiting for him 4 years is long enough... i dont wanna be hurt no more... this solo tango ends now... and a new life, a new love starts now...

regards,
Nyx

If I were to pick...

If i were to pick between love n my career i'd have to pick my career
If i were to pick between independence n family i'm sorry but i had to pick independence
If i were to pick between money n love i'd pick money

Life is full of choices i have made my choices what will be yours?

and NODNERB WHO WILL YOU PICK? ME OR HER? I love you with all my heart but i know you love her with all your heart too cause i've seen the way u look at her... it's the same look when i look at you... the looks of adoring love... i dont know what will you do but it's your call. CAUSE IT TAKES 2 TO TANGO...

giving love a chance

i had been in love with the same guy for 5 years of my life. but he never knew my true feelings for him... i know he knew i like him but not love him... but i know i cannot be with him for the rest of our life... we are best left at being frien-emies. for the past 4-5 years i havent given my heart a chance to find new love... it's not that i dont want to... it's just that like christian bautista's song my heart has a mind of it's own... soon coming into collage i wanna give my self a chance to fall in love again... i just hope that person is no where to be a scorpio or a aquarius... i hope it'd be a virgo or a pieces.. call me superstitious but due to horoscope incompatibility even though i loved him, it's imposible to be with him.. alpha person cannot accompany each other to be more then just friends...

I'm giving love it's second chance i hope it'd pick the perfect guy for me....

xoxo,
serenity marcellus

the thing i regret the most...

i regret on playing with his heart and his trust... but come to think of it he saw it coming... he hurt me bad n what happened was his fault it was the after math was my fault... so he started it... since that day, the way i look at his heart changed... but some thing never change.... i never stop loving him... and there's a chance i might not be able to stop loving him... he was not my first love but he was the first to break my heart... i just wish that i am able to read his heart like i read biology 101... my love for him is like Shakespeare's Sonnet 18. full of up's n downs but for all what it's worth it's for ever... i regret letting my friends words seep into my heart n my mind... cause for all i know is the mind controls the heart...

the unresolved heart,
donacell_9307@143