Dearly Beloved

Dearly beloved,

We are gather here to withes the union between these two souls in this holy union of matrimony...

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i gave you the suspense right? anyway i was just thinking of what would it feel to say those words, the vows and what not... but me and marriages have a very long long way to go... what freaks me out the most about the marriage procession is the bond you make is forever... the thing about me is that i don't do FOREVER... at least i think i don't... anyway college life have been HECTIC... It have been since 3 months since i haven't talk to my beloved... just now he called me like 5 minutes ago... He made me laugh.. hopefully tomorrow's gonna be just fine... oh how i miss him so much... well that's all for now... 

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just to satisfy u all la k... let's see is i can memories the whole ceremonial rights procession of a matrimony bond...

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Do you Farcella take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband? in sickness and in health? in poorer and in richer? till death do you part?

then i say: I...........

And do you _______ take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife? in sickness and in health? in poorer and in richer? till death do you part?
then he will say: I.....

heavenly Father, with the power vested in me i bless this ring as a sign of the holy bond they made in your name...

then i take the ring n say: with this ring i thee wedd you, in the name of the father, and of the son, and of the holy spirit, AMEN.

then he take the ring and say: with this ring i thee wedd you, in the name of the father, and of the son and of the holy spirit, AMEN...

with the power vested in me by the church and of the heavenly father, i pronounce you HUSBAND AND WIFE... YOU MAY KISS THE BRIDE....

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OMG.... how nice would it be if i were to  marry my beloved.... he is my best friend after all.. i just hope it will come true...

PRAYER: Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for giving me such loving and compatible partner... He had match every parts of my heart. However please guide me through this relationship as i fear of the love i have for him is even stronger then the love i have for U oh Lord... therefore please bless our relationship as loving him as my soulmate is only right if it come with your consent.... AMEN...

from the distance

since 5 years ago up until last year, i have been seeing ur face almost every day... now even to say hi is already a bonus for my regime life.. -_-''' anyway i miss u alot... from this distance i had time to reevaluate where we stand in our relationship... i know u n i are in a super complicated relationship hw ever my love 4 u never changed since my heart told me that i love u... i see other change who they love some time once a year, once in 6 months and even once every 3 months... i know that is not love but lust... bt my love 4 u is LOVE not LUST! dear, dear beloved... while u r away from me pls remember me just b4 u sleep... eventhough i wouldn't know bt all will b proven as we meet this year end... honestly dear beloved i miss u so much... i wanna see ur face n i wanna hold that warm hand of ur's... bt my commitment 2 my studies wont let me... I LOVE U...

KASIH BERUBAH

Di angin lalu ku sampaikan kerinduan

Wajah mu ku terbayang

Bersama janjimu ku bawa dalam mimpi

Kubawa dalam mimpi

Malam sunyi rasa sepi

Ku duduk seorang diri

Terbayang wajahmu di awangan

Hidup ku di perantauan

Penuh dengan cubaan

Namun kau tetap jadi pujaan

Walau ku cuba untuk melupakan dikau

Namun ku tak terdaya

Kini ku selalu terkenangkan dirimu

Oh sayang oh sayang ku

Alangkah hancur hati ku

Bila pulang dari rantau

Terlihat kau bersama teman baru

Bertahun lama terpisah

Kiranya kau telah berubah

Janjimu hanya tinggal kenangan

Hatiku menangis dengan seribu pertanyaan

Mengapa oh mengapa ohh yeaa

Dari jauh ku lihat kau berlalu pergi

Berbahagialah di sampingnya

ok u all mesti wonder napa tetiba post lagu emo semenyeh ni.... actually lagu ni best sangat... i meant sya suka lagu ni... lagu ni ada significant dlm ceritera cinta sya... aiseh men... ceritera cinta gitu... muahaha... tapi betul la... lagu ni cam ada significant dia...

Have you ever wonder???

Mark was walking home from school one day when he noticed the boy ahead of him had tripped and dropped all of the books he was carrying, along with two sweaters, a baseball bat, a glove and a small tape recorder. Mark knelt down and helped the boy pick up the scattered articles. Since they were going the same way, he helped to carry part of the burden. As they walked Mark discovered the boy’s name was Bill, that he loved video games, baseball and history, and that he was having lots of trouble with his other subjects and that he had just broken up with his girlfriend. They arrived at Bill’s home first and Mark was invited in for a Coke and to watch some television. The afternoon passed pleasantly with a few laughs and some shared small talk, then Mark went home. They continued to see each other around school, had lunch together once or twice, then both graduated from junior high school. They ended up in the same high school where they had brief contacts over the years. Finally the long awaited senior year came and three weeks before graduation, Bill asked Mark if they could talk.

Bill reminded him of the day years ago when they had first met. “Did you ever wonder why I was carrying so many things home that day?” asked Bill. “You see, I cleaned out my locker because I didn’t want to leave a mess for anyone else. I had stored away some of my mothers sleeping pills and I was going home to commit suicide. But after we spent some time together talking and laughing, I realized that if I had killed myself, I would have missed that time and so many others that might follow. So you see, Mark, when you picked up those books that day, you did a lot more, you saved my life.”

The butterfly couple: Love is...

Two butterflies were in love………One day, they decided to play Hide n Seek…….
During the play…..
Boy Butterfly – “A small game within us”
Girl Butterfly – “OK”
Boy Butterfly – “The one who sits in this flower
tomorrow early in the morning is the one who loves
the other one more…..”
Girl Butterfly – “OK”

Next morning, the boy butterfly waits for the
flower to open so that he can sit before the girl
butterfly does……

Finally, the flower opened…..

What did he see…..?????……..

The girl butterfly had died inside the flower…..

She stayed there all night……so that early in
the morning……as soon as she sees him…….she
can fly to him and tell him how much she loved
him……..

the truth is love is a sacrifise... it's the reason u wake up every morning but also the reason u cry your self to sleep...

have a good day every one... n may love conquer all...

lots of kisses,
Nyx

Falling in love is like a Non-Refundable Store

falling in love is like a non-refundable store where having ur heart taken away from u n even if the feeling aren't mutual, the your heart isnt gonna be returned to u... you can ask them or give them back all the gifts n pictures n cards that they or u had given but one thing that even if u ask for it they couldn't return and it is your 'heart' u can ask for it for all it's worth but at the end of the day u cant get it back...

I KNOW IT'S NOT VALENTINE BUT WHAT THE HELL...

WHAT SHADES OF ROSES MEANT:

Red: Love n Romance

Lavender: Enchantment, Majesty, Love at 1st Sight

Orange: Desire, Enthusiasm & Passion

White: Purity, Innocence, Sympathy, Spirituality

Pink: Love, Gratitude, Appreciation

Yellow: Friendship, Joy, Get Well

MISS-COMUNICATION + Long Distance Relationship

MISS-COMMUNICATION

well ni hari kita cakap pasal miss-communication n long distance relationship...
baru2 ni aq observe kawan (a.k.a C) ber-calling ngan cinta hati (a.k.a K) dia... dia kat sini n c dia kat sana... dorang da lama couple da nak dekat 5 thn... jarak umur 2 tahun... baru2 ni C ada la beli num baru dgn niat nak contact c K yg nun jauh d sana tapi tanpa aq tau rupa2nya hubungan CnK ni apa kata orang puteh tu "on rocky ground" ah lebih kurang lar... semenjak B'DAY si K lagi... jadi sambung balik... Jadi c C ni pun call lar c K ni... awal convesation tu lancar jak... kali masuk klimax ada laplak komplikasi... so ni lar komplikasi dorang... MISS-COMMUNICATION... sorang nak cakap sorang lagi nak potong cakap.... sorang x habis cakap sorang lagi x nak dengar... dah tu tuduh2 ntah pa barang... dorang x communicate bebaik... K memanas sebab C sms kawan K... tapi C sms pun sbp nak tanya kabar K sbp K x angkat HP dia... tapi K salah faham dia ingat C nak ushah kawan dia pulak... then beberapa hari lalu plak C ada bwat spot-check kat FB K.. C nampak inbox K ttg sorang cewek yg ushah K.. apa lagi C pun ungkit lar kat K masa dia tgh ber calling ngan K... pastu C ungkit lagi sesuatu kat K yg aq rasa C pun malu nak ckp depan aq... Aq tak kisah lar klu C x nak bagi tau pun tu private life dia... aq x nak la enclose cerita 1 bahagian kat korang sebab ni berkaitan dengan org yg masih hidup ada nyawa ada hati ada maruah... tapi conclusion nya dorang ni banyak miss-communication... macam C cakap kat K klu 2-2 api hubungan long-distance mmg x leh jadi... so salah sorang tu perlu lar beralah... macam gak kwn se-FB, se-BLOG, se-KELAS aq cakap long distance relationship bleh menghindar dari terbentuknya entiti yg d gelar ZYGOTE.. ye tak?

ok lar aku ni celoteh memanjang aq sendiri pun da x tau apa yg aku tulis... muahahaha... lawak kan... ok la sya mau tido lu... slamat subuh... ^_^

OPPS... lupa lak ni nak tanya klu korang lar kan sepa perlu beralah? gentlemen or ladies?

regards,
Nyx

p/s: sori k klu ada budak sabah terbaca then bahasa sya ni ter ikut org semenanjung... sorry k... bukan hipokrit tapi mood kick in tu la pasal... hehehe... sorry k... ^_^

note for the day...

God made Eve from Adam's rib... close to the heart to be loved and close to the arms to be protected... therefore woman is to be loved and protected... and not to be beaten down n abused... think of it...

love story 1 end! love story 2 starting....

dear readers... here begins a story of me and my end... i have a complicated life... i liked some one who's kinda like used to be my BFF... no correction! i love him... lets call him J... so i've been keeping those feelings for 4 years... with in that 4 years many things happened... i hurt him, he hurt me, i tease him, he tease me, and etc. the way i liked him is as much as i rejected anyone who try to get close to me... i love him so much... however, recently a friend spilled the beans to me that he in turn liked another girl... you see i thought he liked a girl well lets name her X... cause the way he look at her, laugh at her jokes is pretty much indicates that he is totally 360degree in love at her or so i thought... but this friend of mine N, told me that he liked E... i swear i didnt saw it coming... but yeah he do... so now this will be the end of me loving him cause for some reason i'm not crying... i meant i should be but i'm not... so i'm ending this solo tango of mine today... yes i will always love him but as time goes by where in the future when i am with someone who see me as i am n love me for me n i love him too, then J will only be a bitter-sweet memories of mine when in my teenage life... but not more then that... today i will stop waiting for him 4 years is long enough... i dont wanna be hurt no more... this solo tango ends now... and a new life, a new love starts now...

regards,
Nyx

If I were to pick...

If i were to pick between love n my career i'd have to pick my career
If i were to pick between independence n family i'm sorry but i had to pick independence
If i were to pick between money n love i'd pick money

Life is full of choices i have made my choices what will be yours?

and NODNERB WHO WILL YOU PICK? ME OR HER? I love you with all my heart but i know you love her with all your heart too cause i've seen the way u look at her... it's the same look when i look at you... the looks of adoring love... i dont know what will you do but it's your call. CAUSE IT TAKES 2 TO TANGO...

giving love a chance

i had been in love with the same guy for 5 years of my life. but he never knew my true feelings for him... i know he knew i like him but not love him... but i know i cannot be with him for the rest of our life... we are best left at being frien-emies. for the past 4-5 years i havent given my heart a chance to find new love... it's not that i dont want to... it's just that like christian bautista's song my heart has a mind of it's own... soon coming into collage i wanna give my self a chance to fall in love again... i just hope that person is no where to be a scorpio or a aquarius... i hope it'd be a virgo or a pieces.. call me superstitious but due to horoscope incompatibility even though i loved him, it's imposible to be with him.. alpha person cannot accompany each other to be more then just friends...

I'm giving love it's second chance i hope it'd pick the perfect guy for me....

xoxo,
serenity marcellus

the thing i regret the most...

i regret on playing with his heart and his trust... but come to think of it he saw it coming... he hurt me bad n what happened was his fault it was the after math was my fault... so he started it... since that day, the way i look at his heart changed... but some thing never change.... i never stop loving him... and there's a chance i might not be able to stop loving him... he was not my first love but he was the first to break my heart... i just wish that i am able to read his heart like i read biology 101... my love for him is like Shakespeare's Sonnet 18. full of up's n downs but for all what it's worth it's for ever... i regret letting my friends words seep into my heart n my mind... cause for all i know is the mind controls the heart...

the unresolved heart,
donacell_9307@143